See? I never fail to put one of these up.
Merry Christmas to you all, I hope all is going well for you. :]
Getting good gifts and spendng time with the ones you love.

I have yet to do BOTH of those things.
My family is lazy, but that's okay.
Perhaps I will enlighten you all later with a gift update?
Wouldn't THAT be exciting. :]

I can't think of much more to say.
I need to get my butt moving for the day.
So you all have a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year.
Be sure to make a New Years Resolution!
It's always fun to have goals for the new year.

Love youuuuu <3

This is what happens when your friends and boyfriend are sleeping, and your brother is downstairs playing video games.

Oh Well!


A
- Available: Nope. :]
- Age: 18
- Annoyance: People never getting along.
- Animal: Wolves
- Actor: Let's go with Will Smith since I have no specific favorite.

B
- Beer: Yeah, not for me.
- Birthday/Birthplace: 05/29/90. Ha, you WOULD like to know.
- Best Friends: Mikey, Mark, A.J, Justin, Steve, Malon, Josh.
- Body Part on opposite sex: Hair and smile.
- Best feeling in the world: Can not say there really is a best. BUT, a great feeling is being 100% comfortable with someone you really care about.
- Blind or Deaf: If I had to choose, let's go with Deaf. I enjoy seeing.
- Best weather: Warm with a slight breeze. Autumn :]
- Been in Love: I'm beginning to wonder..
- Been bitched out?: I bitch them out.
- Been on stage?: Oh, but of course.
- Believe in yourself?: Sometimes.
- Believe in life on other planets: They exist.
- Believe in miracles: Why not?
- Believe in Magic: Well, what kind? Magic is fun.
- Believe in God: Not really.
- Believe in Satan: I think people like to make things up.
- Believe in Santa: I wish I still did.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: For sure.
- Believe in Evolution: Darwin is a nutcase.

C
- Car: My little red Geo. It's a PIECE.
- Candy: Peanut M&M's. <3
- Colour: Purple :]
- Cried in school: Sadly. School fails.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate.
- Chinese/Mexican: That's a tough one.
- Cake or pie: Cake.
- Country to visit: Japan <3

D
- Day or Night: I'm more friendly at night. :]
- Dream vehicle: Blue Grand Am.
- Dance in the rain?: It has been a while But, it's fun.
- Do the splits?: USED to.

E
- Eggs: Over Easy
- Eyes: Green
- Everyone has a: Whale in their backyard.
- Ever failed a class?: YES. I was a failure Freshman.

F
- First crush: WHY?
- Full name: It's an interesting one.
- First thoughts waking up: I'm so glad I get to sleep in.
- Food: Pasta <3

G
- Greatest Fear: Spiders, or losing the people closest to me.
- Giver or taker: Giver
- Goals: Succeed.
- Gum: 5
- Get along with your parents?: For the most part. My dad is a lot easier to get along with though.
- Good luck charm: Can't say I have one.

In guys
Eye colour: Blue, Green
Hair colour: Dark, or blonde and black. :]
Height: Taller Than I.
Clothing Style: Similar to my own.
Characteristics: Sweet, sarcastic, understanding, fun, simple, trustworthy and trusting. So on and so forth.

H
- Hair Colour: Black, Blonde, Red.
- Height: 5'4"
- Happy: Rarely not.
- Holiday: Halloween and Christmas.
- How do you want to die: Sleeping, or a way I will be remembered.
- Health freak?: HARDLY.
- Hate: It doesn't come easy.

I
- Ice Cream: Phish food.
- Instrument: Guitar.

J
- Jewelry: Necklace from Mark, Lip Ring, Gauges, purple ring.
- Job: Wal - Mart <::: Frustration Nation.

K
- Kids: I could not do it.
- Kickboxing or karate: Karate.
- Keep a journal?: Occasionally.

L
- Longest Car Ride: Minnesota. <3
- Love: It can be good and bad.
- Letter: F.
- Laughed so hard you cried: Well DUH.
- Love at first sight: I suppose it can happen.

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate.
- Movie: TDPS.
- Mooned anyone?: When I was little. But my ass seems to like to hang out quite often. I pity the world for that one.
- Marriage: Someday.
- Motion sickness?: BAD.
- McD’s or BK: Neither?

N
- Number of Siblings: 1
- Number of Piercings: 4
- Number: 17

O
- Overused Phrases: Yeah, about that. OR HA, You're funny.
- One wish: Happiness to all.
- One phobia: Spiders.

P
- Place you'd like to live: Japan, Somewhere different.
- Perfect Pizza: Just cheese. Yep, that's right.
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke. <3

Q
- Quail: Cute.
- Questionnaires: Those can be frustrating.

R
- Reason to cry: A loss.
- Reality T.V.: No, no.
- Radio Station: I don't really listen to the radio.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Fo sho.

S
- Song: Randommmmmm "Loser" Cute is what we Aim for.
- Shoe size: 8-9
- Salad Dressing: Italian or French.
- Sushi: Never.
- Skipped school: Too many times.
- Slept outside: Tent and trampoline.
- Seen a dead body?: 3.
- Smoked?: Tried it, wasn't for me.
- Skinny dipped?: What is wrong with people?
- Shower daily?: Not good for my hair. Every other, unless necessary.
- Sing well?: Some seem to think so. I suppose.
- In the shower?: Occasionally.
- Swear?: Sometimes to much.
- Stuffed Animals?: They cover my whole top bunk.
- Single/Group dates: Single.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries.
- Scientists need to invent: Something that makes sense.

T
- Time for bed: Can't say I have one.
- Thunderstorms: Sometimes fun. Now tornadoes on the other hand..
- TV: House.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Why yes I can.

U
- Unpredictable: I have been known as someone to be very random. It's along the same lines, correct?

V
- Vegetable you hate: CELERY.
- Vegetable you love: I'm not really a vegetable person.
- Vacation spot: I'm still looking.

W
- Weakness: The people I care for.
- When you grow up: Fashion designer, baker, singer, guitarist, hair stylist. Who Knows?
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: You know, I can't say. I need help with this one.
- Who makes you laugh the most: Mikey, Mark, the boys, my dad.
- Worst feeling: Plenty of those. Being alone, being blamed for everything, disappointment, guilt, shall I go on?
- Wanted to be a model?A
- Available: Sure
- Age: 16
- Annoyance: Not having the money to buy people presents
- Animal: Cats
- Actor: Vic Mignogna

B
- Beer: Uhhhhm
- Birthday/Birthplace: June 23, 1992. Murfressburow
- Best Friends: To many to name? XD
- Body Part on opposite sex: Hair
- Best feeling in the world: Succesfully pulling off a drawing
- Blind or Deaf: If I really had to choose...deaf. As sad as that is. Only because I would die before I'd go blind..
- Best weather: Late Spring and all fall
- Been in Love: *sigh*
- Been bitched out?: Tons
- Been on stage?: WHY NO NOT AT ALLLLLLLLL! 8D /sarcasm
- Believe in yourself?: Sometimes
- Believe in life on other planets: Why not?
- Believe in miracles: Yes.
- Believe in Magic: Yes!
- Believe in God: Yes
- Believe in Satan: Don't this and the previous go hand and hand?
- Believe in Santa: S-S-S-S-S-S-SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANTTTTTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes
- Believe in Evolution: Ehh, idk xD

C
- Car: NONE!
- Candy: Any.
- Colour: Rainbow!
- Cried in school: Oh yes
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese
- Cake or pie: Cakeeee
- Country to visit: Japan

D
- Day or Night: Night
- Dream vehicle: PINK SCION XB!
- Dance in the rain?: I do all the time ^^
- Do the splits?: Hell no

E
- Eggs: Scrabled
- Eyes: Blue
- Everyone has a: Water Buffalo
- Ever failed a class?: Yes

F
- First crush: Bah
- Full name: Zoe
- First thoughts waking up: 5 more minutes
- Food: Pizza

G
- Greatest Fear: Being utterly alone
- Giver or taker: Giver
- Goals: Graduate
- Gum: 5
- Get along with your parents?: Mostly
- Good luck charm: My Tamagotchi

In guys
Eye colour: Brown, Green
Hair colour: Brown, Black
Height: Taller or same hight
Clothing Style: My own
Characteristics: Sweet, happy, funny

H
- Hair Colour: Blonde
- Height: 5'7"
- Happy: Most of the time
- Holiday: Halloween and Christmas,
- How do you want to die: Sleeping
- Health freak?: Not really
- Hate: It depends

I
- Ice Cream: Vanilla
- Instrument: Non

J
- Jewelry: Kyo Bracelet and my earrings
- Job: Non

K
- Kids: Tolorable to a point
- Kickboxing or karate: Karate
- Keep a journal?: Here

L
- Longest Car Ride: To Nashville
- Love: HAH
- Letter: Z?
- Laughed so hard you cried: HELL YES
- Love at first sight: Who knows

M
- Milk flavor: Strawberry
- Movie: NMBC
- Mooned anyone?: Not entioonally
- Marriage: Bah
- Motion sickness?: Nope
- McD’s or BK: McDonalds

N
- Number of Siblings: 1
- Number of Piercings: 6
- Number: 13

O
- Overused Phrases: Epic
- One wish: Get Prismas
- One phobia: Hights

P
- Place you'd like to live: Japan, New York
- Perfect Pizza: Mushrooms, Pepperoni, Extra extra cheese
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke

Q
- Quail: Bird?
- Questionnaires: Who?

R
- Reason to cry: Frustrated with my own families actions. Loosing my cat. A lot of things
- Reality T.V.: Non
- Radio Station: To many to name
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yes

S
- Song: "I can Change" - South Park Movie
- Shoe size: 11
- Salad Dressing: Ranch
- Sushi: Never tried it
- Skipped school: In a way
- Slept outside: In a tent
- Seen a dead body?: One
- Smoked?: Nope
- Skinny dipped?: Non
- Shower daily?: Every other
- Sing well?: I guess
- In the shower?: Hell yeah
- Swear?: Yeah
- Stuffed Animals?: Tons
- Single/Group dates: HAH
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries
- Scientists need to invent: Something useful

T
- Time for bed: 1 am usually
- Thunderstorms: I love them
- TV: South Park)Lots of other things as well)



- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Almooost

U
- Unpredictable: Very

V
- Vegetable you hate: Brussle Sprouts
- Vegetable you love: Broccoli
- Vacation spot: Anywhere

W
- Weakness: A lot of stuff
- When you grow up: Manga-ka
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None
- Who makes you laugh the most: Friends
- Worst feeling: Being alone, and knowing you always will be
- Wanted to be a model?: Kinda
- Where do we go when we die: Where ever your religion tells you
- Worst weather: Extreemes (Amazingly cold or brutaly hot)

X
-X-Rays: Eh

Y
-Year it is now: 2008
-Yellow: Bananas

Z
- Zoo animal: Girrafee
- Zodiac sign: Western=Cancer Eastern=Monkey
: A role Model.
- Where do we go when we die: Where ever you want to.
- Worst weather: Tornadoes. Snow storm.

X
-X-Rays: a Few.

Y
-Year it is now: 2008
-Yellow: Pikachu.

Z
- Zoo animal: Rhino.
- Zodiac sign: Gemini.

Why hello there everyone. :]
I'm not dead.

As many times as I have apologized for my absence this isn't the end of it quite yet.
Within the past few months my life has been NON STOP between Friends, the Boyfriend, College, and work.
It has been quite some project I would say.
Luckily, it was just a week ago today that college ended for me temporarily until the middle of January which took a HUGE load off of my shoulders.

Life for me lately has been consistently up and down and around the world.
A huge roller coaster of emotions has roared through me a few more times than I would have liked.
Many say this is the hardest time of the year and part of me does believe that as much as I wish it was not true. This time of the year is supposed to be filled with happiness BUT, I haven't been seeing as much of that as I would like.
To many people in my life have been sad, going through hard times, and of course not one bit do I blame them.
But the minute someone I really care for is hurt or upset, it's hard for me to be anything but that as well.
I'm holding strong, I already had my break down for the year.
So gratefully it is still not hard for me to say that I am indeed happy.

With the stress building from the holidays I have not had much time for anything but just that.
I hope you all are doing well and if you still know I EXIST, I would like for you to just leave me a comment, talk to me, ask questions, let me know how you're doing. Anything would be great.

Don't worry, I will never forget you guys.
OR leave you behind.
and of course you will all be receiving a Merry Christmas from me at the appropriate time. :]

Later <3

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
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I was pretty shocked when I read this.
It really does sound a LOT like me.
I bet many of my friends would agree.
Works for me!

Love you peoples. <3

Well I figured I should do an update before my life gets more full than what it is.

I will do my best to remain as active as possible and comment to all the people I love. Promise.

But Tomorrow I start college. Crazy, I know. I don't even know what to expect to be perfectly honest. What I should have, what people will be there, how the work is going to be. It's a whole new world for me!
It's like I'm starting all over, I was just on the top in high school. And now it's back on the bottom.
I am glad I'm not going in alone though, VERY glad at that. I have my best friend coming with me into this whole thing. So it will surely be an adventure for us both.

I got a new job at Wal-Mart, how exciting!
It's like I just started and it's already consumed my life. I'm a cashier there, but I guess that's alright too. Money is money, and it's much better than other jobs around here. Also on the plus side my other best friend works there, and the people are nice. So it's all good.

So I guess as of right now, besides hanging out with friends those are the two main things that consumer my life.
I will do my best to keep you all updated.
:]